Jas

Jsut burped in my face...Haha...

Roar.

Animal noises

Can't write

on some thing in the past, I can't look back.
can't stand still.
Can't wait for that moment.
but I have to.
To stand here.
To wait.
because I'm always on the move , to fast to slow.
I need to be okay.
But no one sees it.
no one does.
No one..It's crazy
but This is just a little look out.
into the life of waht I am.
Haters will hate..
And I will forget....



i need to be a more peaceful person

So..

I hate this..Acttualy I've come to hate a lot more lately.
I am not sure what is going on in life anymore.
Theres so much Shit to wade threw, I find myself drowning in it.
I don't like that my bussiness is all over the school.
I hate that I can't be happy.
That everyone is jsut wieghing me down.
I'm a since Rainingon my Parade..
I need to cut loose
I need to get free.
But I just can't.
Honestly..I am try to climb my way out and people jsut keep steping on my fingers, making sure I fall right back in.

Currently: My life is in God's hands, I am at a stand still, I won't try for anything, or Not try for anything, I will simply sit back, and wait, God will hand me what he see's fit, be it disapotionment, love, life, anything...He is here..He is the one thing that is there I know..I am in his hands.

Rumors

Your are all dumb. Just saying..I'm done..-.-

I Just Rick Rolled

Our Class...Boo Ya!

BROEDUM

I DONT HAVE ANYTHING TO DO...
And I am bored.
VERY
VERY VERY BORED

So Yeah, Thecomputernerd01

I jsut recently found this kid on youe tube whom I find so freaking funny!

















Like really he CRACKS me up

Today

simply sucks, And I am behind.

I just fail at life lately.

How do you stop someone from hating themselves?

Lately

I don't know anymore honestly because, I have all these friends, but I feel so unmotivated anymore to do anything. Because lately everything I've tried REALLY hard at, to get a big part, to go out of my comfort area, and dress like a girl, to show I CAN PLAY GIRL PARTS. To show that I can do this, I can be there, ect. Just seems to be smacked back into my face, like it is nothing, so I've been giving up. Saying A Big F-U to theater and speech, because it seems like all this hard work, all this research and everything I do, Is absolute crap, and I don't get rewarded for it...And then when I say anything, I get called a 'complainer'. What is that crap? Of course I am going to complain, I work so hard, only to get shit, nothing at all, Here is the prize, and I get tossed the bone. And I am so tired of it, I am so unmotivated because there is no motivation there, How can I be motiviated if I'm being ignored. I dislike kids saying 'I want this part' And getting it, It seems really fishy.


Theres rumors everywhere, so why not let us confront them? Hrm?

The next plays actors are already chosen.

The part of Pauk Is all ready taken, set in the bag for one certain person.

Many of the seasonal actors and actresses are not audtioning because thier tired of things.

I am pregnant? (Really people just WOW!)

Jas is a lesbain. (LMAO!!)

There are more than 20 girls pregnant...(that one would not surpise me)

Really, I am just tired of it all, Spring play? Who knows if I will go out, Why if the rumors are true?....I feel like I am being lied to by everyone, so here it is my PUBLIC annocement that I am jsut so freaking DONE with this c-r-a-p! Maybe we will finnaly get some answers, Maybe not, But I got a lot of this off my chest, and that's the point of blogging right? So Kids can let out their feelings.


And a note to add, Mr. Grey and Mrs. Fisher, were great today at the dance thing, Thier becoming some of my fav teachers, along with Mr. Nelson, I think its because they don't act like high schoolers, but our teachers. But you can still sit down with them and tell them what is up with you, you can still tell them how you feel and they will be the teachers there for you. They won't go back and talk to other people about what you say, They will keep it to themselves, and ne your Teacher/friend. Not your Teacher/highschooler....Not to mention they Honestly are devoted to teaching us, they care for us, and want us to better ourselves in our lives. Grey inspires me every day with how he works out the class problems in our Team sports, there are a lot of race Issuse there. And Fisher cracks me up every day with how crazy funny she is in arobics. And Nelson, Well I think it is great that when ever he sees me he goes "Brooklynn" and I go "Nelson." Even on my worst of days it always brings a smile to my face....He is so devoted to his work, and the world, It is crazy...


but I guess thats my blog for today, I feel a lot better, letting off this stuff, Letting my feelings out Ect....

"You wrote me a note last year, I stilll keep it in my bag to remind myself of how close we used to be, How much I used to look up to you...And how much you've seemed to change...but I guess thats life we all change...But at least I'll always have this note.." -Day Brightener..

3 months

So I'm currently in the longest realationship, I've had in at least 2 years. Which is crazy, because I'm so in awe of her still. Like there are somedays she makes me want to bash my head into a wall a million times, and then she goes and does something crazy like making me a poster board, and a mixed Cd, and bringing me flowers, and even a box of candies...

I know I mess up a lot of good things in my life, but with her, she excepts that I do, She forgives me for when I'm stupid and dumb, and I honestly think that is what a good realationship is about, Forgiveness, no matter what.

I always talk of love, and life, Always in riddles sometimes my mind can't even figure out. I am still not sure what I want in life, other than I want to affect others lives, the three Choices are, Public Speaker, Actress, and finallyI've added an Adivse columnist. I want to help people, not with the medical needs, but in general, I want to wake them up and show them life is freaking great....Kind of like YES man, only, not so much with saying YES to everything, haha...

Maybe I'm to big of a Dreamer?

Bleh

So lately, I've had like horrid teath problems, today, my head is pounding because I am in so much pain, It really sucks ot know at 16 I'll have dentures no matter what, It's kind of scary also, because I Don't want tobe known as the girl with no teeth.
Bleh, I'm jsut so messed up, I can't even think today because of it.

So I think that

This class, Creative writing is one of my favorite class periods, Like you just get to bassically sit back and relax, And we listen to music and so much else, Honestly, It's so much fun, and it's jsut relax time, where We can jsut be cool, Sure it has it cliche's and ect. But Anyways, I love this class the people in it and every thing else..Actualy, Picture Time.




YAY FOR STALKER PHOTOS...
Haha...=)...
Yeah, So...=) Some people would have gotten pissed if I took pics of them, so I didn't...
=)


Oh and...Jas is lookign at Asain men...
Thier Gay..

Then End.
Lesbian Out.

Soooo

Lately I have been sick. And Tired. And I am loosing intrest in things i love. Like Acting.
I don't think I'll ever be an actress..It makes me sad to say that. But with the feedback I get from everyone...I just don't think I can...
FAIL

I used to feel like this

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So I want to

[IMG]http://i81.photobucket.com/albums/j208/Puptarts/Lesbians/on_these_nights_whenwere_apart_by_l.jpg[/IMG] Take pictures like this, this is my favorite lesbian couple, thier so adoreable and take like a million and one photos. They make me smile. I just want to take cute cute photos like this
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GAH! Thier So Cute!!!!!!
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Norfolk Creepers

Offically, Thats our new school name because I simply said so, because half our school is full of creeper kids and stuff..And our mascot could be like a guy in a trench coat with shades and a creeper hat..

My Daily song

I’m too sexy for my love, too sexy for my love Love’s going to leave me I’m too sexy for my shirt too sexy for my shirt So sexy it hurts And I’m too sexy for Milan too sexy for Milan New York and Japan And I’m too sexy for your party Too sexy for your party No way I’m disco dancing I’m a model you know what I mean And I do my little turn on the catwalk Yeah on the catwalk on the catwalk yeah I do my little turn on the catwalk I’m too sexy for my car too sexy for my car Too sexy by far And I’m too sexy for my hat Too sexy for my hat what do you think about that I’m a model you know what I mean And I do my little turn on the catwalk Yeah on the catwalk on the catwalk yeah I shake my little tushy on the catwalk I’m too sexy for my too sexy for my too sexy for my ‘Cos I’m a model you know what I mean And I do my little turn on the catwalk Yeah on the catwalk yeah on the catwalk yeah I shake my little tushy on the catwalk I’m too sexy for my cat too sexy for my cat Poor pussy poor pussy cat I’m too sexy for my love too sexy for my love Love’s going to leave me And I’m too sexy for this song

NO ONE CAN FALLOW ME BECAUSE BLOGGER HATES LESBIANS!

Just a forewarning

Music is how I explain my feelings, my life..So Most of the time I will most likely post song lyrics..or something like that..

It's the way she makes me feel...

It's crazy. I've always believed in love. I've believed that we were too young to love. But It's crazy, How much like I like this girl. She makes me happy, she is my best friend, I trust her with everything I am. And It's crazy. She is crazy. and wild, yet calm and caring. The more I sweep her off her feet, the more she sweeps me off mine. I've gone crazy. Not in lust or infatuation. Just in the sure bliss that when we are are together, we will have fun. We will laugh and be crazy. Knowing that no matter what we will fight, and get over it. She'll drive me crazy and I'll drive her even more crazy. It's a blissfulness, knowing that we both hate high school drama. Acctualy, she's been keeping my out of drama, cleaning me up to say, I don't know if any one else has noticed...But I've been a lot happier..because of her. Her and my 'sister' Anna. I finnaly have best friends, one that I can go do anything with, and they can keep up with me, and clam down with me.I love our cuddle time, the way we pick at each other and make each other food. I LOVE THIS FRIENDSHIP. It's crazy how happy these girls make me.. I've been lost for so long and it's crazy that two girls I just met keep me so sane. Danielle...Ugh..I can't wait to see where this goes, but I know no matter what we will always be side by side. We promised, even if we have the worst break up ever...If one of us calls the other crying, we will be right there, We will be each others locks......Is it crazy to think that I want to be the only one to ever call her baby??....Anna..The sweetest girl ever, caring loving, fun and silly. I love her, She is litteraly like my sister, I'll have her back no matter what.

I love these girls...And their making my life better day by day. I want to grow old with both of them. I'm a house with our kids, all together.....



2 Months next monday, the 18th...And I'm not afraid.
I'm not afraid..Of anything.
Because..I know no matter what.
My Girl, and My Sister.
Will be right there.
I'm not afraid of being alone anymore.
Because I know they won't let me...
=)

Well This is my frist blog

I"m in a pretty great mood today. I honestly cant tell you why, Just am. =). These past weeks have had their ups and downs, I'm pretty happy over all though, Like I wake up and take a deep breath and I'm happy. I've realised something though, That I love acting. Just I think my calling is public speaking. I love Love love inspiring people. My belief is you are here. YOU. God could have said No..I don't want this baby. But he said YES. Yes. You are here for a reason, wither it's to good or to do bad. YOU are here. You are special taking that life given to you, letting it slip away, is not right. You can do anything...This is the message I want to get out to people..That's what I know I'm meant to do...

So Yeah

I miss my hair...