So..

I hate this..Acttualy I've come to hate a lot more lately.
I am not sure what is going on in life anymore.
Theres so much Shit to wade threw, I find myself drowning in it.
I don't like that my bussiness is all over the school.
I hate that I can't be happy.
That everyone is jsut wieghing me down.
I'm a since Rainingon my Parade..
I need to cut loose
I need to get free.
But I just can't.
Honestly..I am try to climb my way out and people jsut keep steping on my fingers, making sure I fall right back in.

Currently: My life is in God's hands, I am at a stand still, I won't try for anything, or Not try for anything, I will simply sit back, and wait, God will hand me what he see's fit, be it disapotionment, love, life, anything...He is here..He is the one thing that is there I know..I am in his hands.