I Just Rick Rolled

Our Class...Boo Ya!

BROEDUM

I DONT HAVE ANYTHING TO DO...
And I am bored.
VERY
VERY VERY BORED

So Yeah, Thecomputernerd01

I jsut recently found this kid on youe tube whom I find so freaking funny!

















Like really he CRACKS me up

Today

simply sucks, And I am behind.

I just fail at life lately.

How do you stop someone from hating themselves?

Lately

I don't know anymore honestly because, I have all these friends, but I feel so unmotivated anymore to do anything. Because lately everything I've tried REALLY hard at, to get a big part, to go out of my comfort area, and dress like a girl, to show I CAN PLAY GIRL PARTS. To show that I can do this, I can be there, ect. Just seems to be smacked back into my face, like it is nothing, so I've been giving up. Saying A Big F-U to theater and speech, because it seems like all this hard work, all this research and everything I do, Is absolute crap, and I don't get rewarded for it...And then when I say anything, I get called a 'complainer'. What is that crap? Of course I am going to complain, I work so hard, only to get shit, nothing at all, Here is the prize, and I get tossed the bone. And I am so tired of it, I am so unmotivated because there is no motivation there, How can I be motiviated if I'm being ignored. I dislike kids saying 'I want this part' And getting it, It seems really fishy.


Theres rumors everywhere, so why not let us confront them? Hrm?

The next plays actors are already chosen.

The part of Pauk Is all ready taken, set in the bag for one certain person.

Many of the seasonal actors and actresses are not audtioning because thier tired of things.

I am pregnant? (Really people just WOW!)

Jas is a lesbain. (LMAO!!)

There are more than 20 girls pregnant...(that one would not surpise me)

Really, I am just tired of it all, Spring play? Who knows if I will go out, Why if the rumors are true?....I feel like I am being lied to by everyone, so here it is my PUBLIC annocement that I am jsut so freaking DONE with this c-r-a-p! Maybe we will finnaly get some answers, Maybe not, But I got a lot of this off my chest, and that's the point of blogging right? So Kids can let out their feelings.


And a note to add, Mr. Grey and Mrs. Fisher, were great today at the dance thing, Thier becoming some of my fav teachers, along with Mr. Nelson, I think its because they don't act like high schoolers, but our teachers. But you can still sit down with them and tell them what is up with you, you can still tell them how you feel and they will be the teachers there for you. They won't go back and talk to other people about what you say, They will keep it to themselves, and ne your Teacher/friend. Not your Teacher/highschooler....Not to mention they Honestly are devoted to teaching us, they care for us, and want us to better ourselves in our lives. Grey inspires me every day with how he works out the class problems in our Team sports, there are a lot of race Issuse there. And Fisher cracks me up every day with how crazy funny she is in arobics. And Nelson, Well I think it is great that when ever he sees me he goes "Brooklynn" and I go "Nelson." Even on my worst of days it always brings a smile to my face....He is so devoted to his work, and the world, It is crazy...


but I guess thats my blog for today, I feel a lot better, letting off this stuff, Letting my feelings out Ect....

"You wrote me a note last year, I stilll keep it in my bag to remind myself of how close we used to be, How much I used to look up to you...And how much you've seemed to change...but I guess thats life we all change...But at least I'll always have this note.." -Day Brightener..

3 months

So I'm currently in the longest realationship, I've had in at least 2 years. Which is crazy, because I'm so in awe of her still. Like there are somedays she makes me want to bash my head into a wall a million times, and then she goes and does something crazy like making me a poster board, and a mixed Cd, and bringing me flowers, and even a box of candies...

I know I mess up a lot of good things in my life, but with her, she excepts that I do, She forgives me for when I'm stupid and dumb, and I honestly think that is what a good realationship is about, Forgiveness, no matter what.

I always talk of love, and life, Always in riddles sometimes my mind can't even figure out. I am still not sure what I want in life, other than I want to affect others lives, the three Choices are, Public Speaker, Actress, and finallyI've added an Adivse columnist. I want to help people, not with the medical needs, but in general, I want to wake them up and show them life is freaking great....Kind of like YES man, only, not so much with saying YES to everything, haha...

Maybe I'm to big of a Dreamer?

Bleh

So lately, I've had like horrid teath problems, today, my head is pounding because I am in so much pain, It really sucks ot know at 16 I'll have dentures no matter what, It's kind of scary also, because I Don't want tobe known as the girl with no teeth.
Bleh, I'm jsut so messed up, I can't even think today because of it.

So I think that

This class, Creative writing is one of my favorite class periods, Like you just get to bassically sit back and relax, And we listen to music and so much else, Honestly, It's so much fun, and it's jsut relax time, where We can jsut be cool, Sure it has it cliche's and ect. But Anyways, I love this class the people in it and every thing else..Actualy, Picture Time.




YAY FOR STALKER PHOTOS...
Haha...=)...
Yeah, So...=) Some people would have gotten pissed if I took pics of them, so I didn't...
=)


Oh and...Jas is lookign at Asain men...
Thier Gay..

Then End.
Lesbian Out.