Have you ever

Sat down and thought about your life really hard.
Doubted yourself?

I have. I sit here tonight..Wraped in a small blanket..Shaken..But Not Broken.
Friends come and go. and It sucks..I deserved this one.
But it only makes me fear more.
What if I skrew up on my path of life some more?
What If I skrew it up so bad..
That I never do what I want.
Or to the point that this feeling inside me.
This one that I'm bound to do something great.
Will go away.
Because once again I skewed up.


I don't fit in here..With my age group.
It's still all..Whos dating who..Whos doing what.
I honestly don't care.
I'm too deep.
I'm to much of a thinker.

I feel like...Mentally I'm 30...
Or older.

And Yet I don't have anyone to talk to..Well My Age that is..
Well I do..But Cladio doesnt come out of Skyler that often =)


I'm just afraid of myself I guess.


Isn't that grand?


To be afraid of yourself.
Because at the age of 15..
You realize in life your greatest obstacle is yourself...