Mixed up.

I'm crying.
I'm hiding.
Back where It all started 4 years ago.
Back on that couch.
Where I said no.
And you said yes.
Back to that house.
Where you did it another.
But I got away.
Back to allt his crap.
Back to all this crying.
I"m so scared.
I'm shaking.
How many others?
Theres not a number.
My best friend?
How could you?


How could I let you get away the first time you almost did it to me?
How could I not speak up..
How could I not stand up and tell people.
How could I let this happen!?